December 2011
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sometimes i wonder why i’m here. sometimes i just get really fucking tired of fighting. i’m fighting against the world, but i’m mostly fighting against myself. sometimes i wish i could love myself. sometimes i wish i had total control. i’m stuck somewhere between the two. so where do i go from here?
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reggae is the fact that you can go to africa, and there will be someone fighting...
– jacob hemphill (SOJA)
i've accepted i'm alone. i've accepted i'm fucked...
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one day you fall for this boy, and he touches you with his fingers. and he...
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what do you do when no one affects you anymore? no one can make you happy, no one can make you cry. you’re numb. you’re spiraling out of control, and no one can stop you. i want to cut so badly, but if i see J tomorrow we’ll have sex and he’ll freak out.
live passionately. fall in love with as many...
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sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. because if we...
– riding in cars with boys.
oh, don't you worry. i won't be the one who gets...
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so yeah, i'm insecure. so yeah, when people don't...
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so yeah, it hurts when you don't text. it hurts...
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liar.
i’m a liar. i lie to everyone: myself included. i tell myself i just want to be healthy. i tell myself that if i go to the gym and eat healthy, everything will be okay. i tell myself that the number on the scale doesn’t matter as long as i’m healthy. well i’m done lying. i’m tired of lying to the monster, silencing it with the food i stuff my face with. after...
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