February 2012
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just found out i have an abnormal formation on my...
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i'm tired of feeling.
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the saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. you know, when sad...
– john mayer
"you're face is cute. your cheeks are kind of...
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i never had a choice. i fell for you. hard. harder and faster than i had ever fallen. even now, your face steals my breath. i can hardly talk around you. your smile turns me into a babbling fool. i never had any options: it’s always been you. i’m afraid it’ll always be you. i never had a fucking choice.
sometimes i wonder why i’m still alive. this world and its inhabitants are so ugly and cruel. i guess i’m still here, holding my breath daily for a small glimmer of humanity. i’m hoping i find something that keeps me going: some great proclamation of random love, started by no particular cause. people are just so ugly, it makes me eternally sad.
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you wanna fly, you got to give up the shit that weighs you down.
– toni morrison, song of solomon.
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when did we see each other face-to-face? not until you saw into my cracks and i...
– john green, paper towns.
so i walked back into my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if...
– john green, looking for alaska
my face is getting fat. and my stomach. and my...
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my wrists and my eating are none of your fucking...
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N: i hate that i have to be the one to talk to you about this, but we've noticed your wrist again.
me: oh it's no big deal. (smiling)
N: promise me you'll stop. promise you'll talk to us when you feel like cutting.
me: of course. (lying)
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i tried. i tried to be healthy. it was fun when it...
J is in town and isn’t seeing me. he’s fucking 20 minutes away and isn’t seeing me. he says he’s in a bad mood and blah blah blah, but all i can think about is how big i am; how he would make an effort if i was skinny.
and now i just feel like complete shit.
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so when you're at home, alone, crying in your bed,...
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